Fly or not?

Maia_Ey Josephine, why don't you come me with? Jo_No Maia, thanks, but I prefer to get on studing. Maia_But you want to fly with me, and you've studied all the day!! Why would you go on studing? Jo_The fact is that I don't want flying any more, I just wanna be here, trying to understand me. Maia_ Come on! don't say stupidities!!! jaajajaj go on! Jo_ I sayed NO!!!!! No No No, you'll never understand that I have lots of internal problems. Maia whenever I get that place I feel free, excited, but that's just a great cloud where I can't fly so much time. I start going up more and more, till I find the sky is endless. Actually the worst part isn't that, just the contrary I can't get complained about that. The worst part is when I realize, I don't live on a cloud...I just can use it for minutes, hours, days, but no more....When I wake up my dream of, I find people attacking everywhere from, keeping all their reasons for killing dreams and good moments...If they're wrong or not, is debatable, the point is that I haven't choise living here, but I can't go there flying untidy that I live in the "Earth Planet" I like or not at all... If you can manage your own flew great for you!!!! but I Can't jump from a world to other, till that I just try to fly there after I've made all my "obligations" . It's really dificult, but I can't get there allways. I like it but the Earth also, so I'm trying to learn the both languages, if so. I'll get speakin "earthian" to the clouds, and backwards...So thanks for inviting me flying, but not today...I've told you ...